My annual wellness checkup always includes the question “Have you fallen in the last six months”? An important question to which I can truthfully respond; no, I haven’t; though it is estimated that over 14 million older adults fall every year, and many do not report it to their doctor. Falls are the leading cause of injury for adults ages 65 years and older. Maybe much more for those over 85, like me.
When I hear about someone taking a bad fall, or
see it happen, I experience a visceral reaction – a kind of shudder inside my
core even before processing it mentally.
A gut reaction – empathy.
For some time, I have been empathizing with my brother, now 92, and the numerous falls at home which led eventually to him getting into a care center where the staff tries to mitigate the risks of falling. We are comforted to know he is now well cared for.
Falling has jumped to the top of our consciousness because of what recently happened to my niece, Kari, when she fell through a roof of her house in Mexico down to the concrete floor below severely injuring her body. An awful accident with a painful aftermath of surgeries for broken bones, internal injuries, blood loss, and more. A fall that takes seconds changes a life for months, maybe years - who knows for how long. After weeks of treatment in hospitals in Mexico, she has been medevacked to Seattle where she is in the care of doctors at a top-rated trauma hospital. We follow her road to recovery through updates from loved ones and she is in our daily consciousness and prayers.
In doing a free association with the word fall in my mind, I am brought to a memory of the most miraculous fall survival story in history – at least that I know about. It happened in Peru 55 years ago.
In 1971 we were living in the Peruvian jungle, near the city of Pucallpa. When we first went there, we drove for several days over the high Andean mountains from Lima to get to this rather ugly jungle town on the Ucayali River, a tributary of the Amazon. Subsequently it was much easier and faster to take a flight of a little over an hour between Lima and Pucallpa, looking down as we flew over and marveled at the vast expanse of rain forest that is part of the Amazon basin.
On Christmas Eve, 24 December 1971 LANSA flight 508 took off from Lima destined to Pucallpa, with a plane full of passengers excited about going home for the holiday. About a half hour into the flight the plane was struck by lightning in a severe thunderstorm. The aircraft crashed in flames into the jungle, killing 91 passengers. But there was a survivor - 17-year-old Juliane Koepke, daughter of German zoologists Maria and Hans Koepcke. In her memoir, “When I Fell from the Sky” by Juliane Koepke, 2011, Titletown Publishing, LLC, written 40 years later, she recounts the experience of the crash and the fall.
“…. I suddenly see a blinding white light over the right wing. I don’t know whether it’s a flash of lightning striking there or an explosion. I lose all sense of time. I can’t tell whether this lasted minutes or only a fraction of a second: I’m blinded by that blazing light. With a jolt, the tip of the airplane falls steeply downward. Even though I’m in a window seat all the way in the back, I can see the whole aisle to the cockpit, which is below me. The physical laws have been suspended; it’s like an earthquake. No, it is worse. Because now we’re racing downward. We’re falling. People are screaming in panic, shrill cries for help; the roar of the plummeting turbines, which I will hear again and again in my dreams, engulfs me. And there, over everything, clear as glass, I hear my mother saying quite calmly: “Now it’s all over.” Today I know that at that moment she already grasped what would happen. I, on the other hand, grasp nothing at all. An intense astonishment comes over me, because now my ears, my head—no, I myself am completely filled with the deep roar of the plane, while its nose slants almost vertically downward. We’re plummeting. But this nosedive, too, I experience as if it lasted no longer than the blink of an eye. From one moment to the next, the people’s screams go silent. It’s as if the roar of the turbines has been erased. My mother is no longer at my side and I’m no longer in the airplane. I’m still strapped into my seat, but I’m alone. At an altitude of about ten thousand feet, I’m alone. And I’m falling, slicing through the sky … about 2 miles above the earth.”
When she came to, she was sitting, still strapped into the seat, and amazed to be alive. Apparently, the thick canopy of the jungle trees had cushioned the fall, and she landed on the forest floor in the midst of wreckage having no idea where she was.
What we remember of those days is the anguish of the local families waiting for some word of their loved ones, the frantic search efforts with small planes criss crossing the rain forest looking for and not finding any glimpse of the wreckage because of the thick jungle below. Nothing was found and there was no news for days.
And then, we heard about a miracle… Juliane had survived the fall and had embarked on an 11-day trek through the treacherous Amazon rainforest, battling injuries, hunger, and the elements until she finally came upon local woodcutters who brought her out in their dugout canoe. There is more to say about this story and much has been written – there is even a movie. One thing sticks in my memory is that she only had a loaf of Christmas cake with her but didn’t even finish it. She was totally focused and determined to walk out of the jungle, following small streams to bigger streams and eventually to a river and out to the world beyond.
I think of an interesting incidental connection here. Six months before the airplane crash, when Kari was four years old, she came with her parents to visit us in Pucallpa, and the plane they flew on was (probably) that same aircraft on the same route over the mountains and jungle between Lima and Pucallpa. There are a lot of “what ifs” in our lives, aren’t there?
Right now, somewhere in the world there are people falling and people healing from falls. Determination and bravery come to mind as I think
about Juliane’s journey out of the jungle. And the same for Kari’s path to full
recovery. Juliane reflects
in her book about trauma and healing. Kari
is brave and determined; headed for healing from her terrible fall and, we
believe, it will happen. That is our prayer.
