Monday, June 20, 2022

Going Home

 


Judy and I just completed a 3,200 miles road trip to the places of my roots, and where Judy was born too, though she doesn’t like to admit it.  While the largest wildfire in New Mexico’s history was raging, and drought persisted, we headed toward Minnesota in early June. 

Driving from the West of the United States through the Texas panhandle and the great plains of Oklahoma, Kansas, and Iowa, we viewed the progression from drought and the arid lands of the Southwest to the increasingly verdant and lush green landscapes of the Midwest.  In Minnesota and Wisconsin, the roads are often lined with trees, like walls of green as fields of grass, row crops, and wooded meadows are displayed around us. I am always amazed at the transformation from desert and mountains to the humid foliage of the Midwest in summer; even Oklahoma starts to green up about halfway through, though dry land farming seems to be suffering this summer in Western Kansas and Nebraska.

The large cities continue to extend their urban sprawl as houses and commercial developments are built on rich farmland, sealing up that soil forever.  We drove many miles of blue highways going and returning, passing through small towns with scattered evidence of a better life in the past; shuttered motels and stores, along with Trump signs and flags, pointing to the divide between urban and rural America that we have read about. 

In Iowa you don’t see livestock on the pastures anymore.  Pigs, chickens, and cattle are grown under huge, enclosed buildings in animal factories, while in states further West thousands of beef cattle are confined in large feedlots under the blazing sun. It was 107 degrees the day we drove through Kansas coming home.  On our return trip we fought high winds all the way from Minnesota to New Mexico, which, some say, is an indicator of global warming.  

A trip home always prompts many memories.  This is especially true when I visit the place where I was born and grew up, a small farm near Kenyon, Minnesota.  I was born on that farm in 1938; in the same house my grandmother, Ellen Solberg, was born in 1880.  Judy and I returned to live there for a dozen years after we came back to the States from Ecuador.  We later we moved to Montana to give Judy a chance to live in the State of her youth for about the same length of time. Equity, I guess.  We built a new house, now almost 30 years ago, and planted trees that now extend 60 feet up toward the sky.  A veritable jungle has overtaken the old farmhouse, and the people who bought our acres and the adjacent farm are in a constant battle to keep ahead of mother nature, mowing the grass and undergrowth that continually tries to take back the land.  So far, mowers on small tractors are winning the fight, though in the “woods” where I played, and we grazed the cows in the summer, trees and brush have completely taken over. 

Nostalgia invades our minds as we reminisce about the good life we had there, with the next sentence being “well, we just couldn’t keep up with it, could we?”  I think about the place as well as the people who lived there when I grew up, and we remember the neighbors and our connection to Holden Lutheran Church and the rural life we enjoyed during the years of our return.  A quote from one of the audio books we listened to on the road caught my attention; home is not just a place - it is the people we choose to love. 

We visited some of those we love; spent quality time with my siblings and stayed with Judy’s sister in Minneapolis.  At an Aaker cousin’s reunion, we joked about how we all now look so old, sharing stories about our most recent health issues as well as memories of our grandparents and parents.  With sadness we found that one cousin has Alzheimer’s.  And though we are astounded at how quickly life has sped by, there was much joy in spending time with four generations of our progeny: daughter Lani, granddaughter Leslie, and the “cutest kids in the world” great granddaughters, Zalina and Lyonna.

We made a visit to our friend and former pastor, Mike, who is dying of cancer, and is determined to live well in his remaining time in the assurance of his faith and die knowing he was a faithful servant.  We stayed a night with Ken, a house mate at Luther college decades ago.  Now 90 years old, he has just gone through the tribulation of losing his wife, Deanna, who succumbed to the awful disease ALS. Those conversations were 80% listening.  As it should be. 

Some day we will return home again, to where many loved ones lie in the earth in Holden’s cemetery.  

We have already picked out the place


Gazing up at the window of the bedroom
of my youth.





                                   The “new” house we built, and trees we planted - a worthy legacy.

 Vern, me, Lois and Jean sharing memories
of growing up on the farm.



Friday, June 3, 2022

Waiting for the Will of God


We have finished a five-week discussion of my book A Spirituality of Service, and the last session was on the chapter titled "Waiting for the Will of God".  Participation of members from St Luke Lutheran in Albuquerque was lively and enriching, making it easy and fun to be the facilitator.  I am reminded that a chapel talk I gave at Luther College ten years ago was based on this theme and story.  This was the first post I made on this blog when I started it ten years ago.  So, because this topic is fresh in my mind and it elicited such enriching discussion, I am reposting it along with a very gracious comment from a longtime friend and colleague, Greg Rake.   

I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word, I hope; my soul waits for the Lord more than those who watch for the morning, more than those who watch for the morning (Psalm 130:5, 6).
As we came into this beautiful building today those of the class of 1962 and before may have tried to orient ourselves as to where the old C. K. Prues gym/multi-purpose building stood, the one that burned down 50 years ago during my senior year. The floor of the auditorium stood almost exactly on this spot. It was the place where we attended daily chapel. Try to imagine about a thousand folding chairs on that gym floor filled with students and faculty every day for chapel. 
 I probably listened to about 4-500 chapel talks during those years. I don’t remember any specific details of those meditations, but I do recall the deep commitment to faithfulness and the passion for service to church and society that was expressed by those many pastors and teachers who shared their knowledge, wisdom and life stories with us students, often in chapel talks.
Memories of encounters with those and other caring and questioning mentors along the way influenced me then and continue to do so to this day as I have tried to live out my life of faith and service in the world. It was during those college days when questions about what to do with our lives and what kind life we wanted it to be were spinning around in our heads. And, indeed, there seemed to be such a wide-open expanse of time and possibilities ahead. The question then was this: What is God's will for my life?, and certainly that question, the discernment of God's will for my life, did not get resolved in one fell swoop! No, it continued on throughout my career and journey of faith and service and showed up in the most unexpected times and places around the world.
And now we can hardly believe it - 50 years have sped by. And so I think back on and remember some of those I met along the way here at Luther and others whom God kept putting in my path to remind me to watch for the will of God.
Some of those people on the path were long-term relationships - others were brief momentary encounters. Let me tell you of one such fleeting encounter many years ago.
One sunny morning some years ago I was walking on a trail in the Cuchumatane mountains in Guatemala. As I walked through pastures and fields to visit farms and homes of the Indian families who participated in a sheep project that had been of much benefit in this area I came upon an old woman sitting on a stone wall. Her deeply wrinkled and leathery brown face displayed the effects of many years exposure to the direct sun of this high altitude.
Buenas días, Señora, Como está usted? “Good morning, madam, how are you?” I asked.
She smiled, showing her few remaining teeth. “Buenas días, señor! Estoy esperando la voluntad de Dios!” “Good morning, sir. I am waiting for the will of God,” she replied.
I was curious about this greeting and stopped to chat. She told me that she lives alone. “My husband died three years ago, and I have no one to take care of me now.”
“What about your children?”
“I have none,” she said. “I live up there,” as she pointed up the steep slope behind me, “on the other side of that crest.” And I could imagine the humbleness of her abode.. very little of the material things of this world, a dirt floor, a thatch roof, adobe walls.
She carried a piece of kindling wood and a small bag of food. She told me that she was out looking for food and I supposed that this old widow went around to her neighbors each day asking for help in her old age. And surely her neighbors would have shared with her as is the custom in that Mayan culture.
As she spoke about herself and her life, tears welled up in her eyes. “I am 83 years old, and I’m waiting for the will of God,” she repeated. In Spanish the word esperar means both to wait and to expect. I wondered for a moment if she was actually expecting to be called by God that very day—but I rather suspect that her attitude was just an openness to the Spirit of God every single day of her life.
Then she looked right at me and said, “Dios es Grande!”
I agreed—“Yes, God is Great.” I felt comforted and assured that the Spirit was right there hearing her real and sincere supplication to God—to take her to be at God’s side—or just waiting to see what was God’s will for her that day, a habit of a life time.
I was warmed and touched by that brief and poignant encounter on the path that day. Was it because her tears were so authentic and not intended to solicit my pity? She was not asking anything of me—not begging nor preying on my guilt and asking for sympathy. No, instead she was giving something to me—something deep within her—a simple and primitive campesina faith in the goodness of God.  
 As I departed I said, “May God bless you,” and she responded—“And to you-Gracias.”
Walking on up the path that morning I thought about waiting for the will of God in my own life, thankful for her testimony; a reminder to me. And since that brief encounter on the path her image and witness to me has come back into my consciousness many time over the years, perhaps the prompting of the Spirit.
The old Mayan woman had shown me her faith that morning and I am sure I was more enriched by her than she was by me in that chance encounter on a cool December morning.
When I am on a trip, I am not always on the move. There are many pauses and stops along the way. Sometimes I become impatient with the pace. I found this to be especially true in Latin America with regard to time. Politeness and relationships are more highly valued than promptness and the achievement of an agenda. Taking time to chat, to listen, to be quiet and to wait patiently are important values.
This was not easy for me. But the prayer of waiting for the will of God may be just that—sitting still in the presence of God, allowing the Spirit of Jesus to pray within me—watching for the will of God.
In writing about waiting prayer, Sue Monk Kidd said:
[Waiting prayer] has little to do with petition and intercession and getting God to fix things. . . . We place ourselves in postures of the heart, in the stillness that enables us to become aware of what God is doing so that we can gradually say yes to it with our whole being. . . . Attentiveness is vital to waiting. The word wait comes from a root word meaning “to watch.” To wait on God means to watch keenly for God’s coming. Watchers and waiters were nearly synonymous.[i]
Earlier I said that I do not remember the specifics of all those chapel talks I heard as a student here at Luther, but that's not quite true.
At the conclusion of each of his talks, campus Pastor Gordon Selbo always finished with this question: “And what about you?” He wanted to bring the point of the message and the Scripture text right back to us and challenge us to ponder its meaning and application to our lives.
So, I leave you with that same question. What about you? What about you as you wait and watch today, these days, this year and the years to come for is the will of God for your life?

[i] Kidd, Sue Monk, When the Heart Waits, San Francisco, Harper, 1992. pp 129, 130. Used by permission.

1 comment:

  1. From New Dehli, India

    There is so much I would like to share about this book…first, I give thanks to God for Jerry and Judy and their lives of service. Our paths initially crossed in Quito, Ecuador about 25 years ago. And it has been a joy, a source of support and blessing ever since as we have been linked in different ways across the years.
    Whereas Jerry and Judy began their service in South Asia and then ended spending a lot of time in Latin America and other parts of the world; I started in Latin America, formalized the relationship by marrying my wife, Inés, a wonderful woman of Bolivia, and now we are ending our “professional” career in India. And like many of the places they have served, we never had a grand plan…we simply felt called to serve.
    There is a wonderful concept of development that Jerry presents in The Spirituality of Service. It is the idea of accompaniment. I first heard this phrase from Jerry and Pedro Veliz from Lutheran World Relief. It is about walking alongside people regardless of who and where they are. Here in India people often talk of “hand-holding” as a way of walking alongside, especially in the development sector. This morning in my walk it was beautifully illustrated by a very common custom of two men holding hands as they walk. Sometimes they walk silently next to each other, then they may talk excitedly and then, one may take the lead as they cross a street busy with traffic, but you have to be close to hold hands.
    Jerry’s book is about that kind of walking together, of walking close in a relationship with God, with you yourself, with others and with the environment. While reading the chapters you can easily feel that someone has come alongside you, slipped their hand in yours and is walking with you. And there are times when it is quietly accompanying you, shaking you up or just providing some wisdom for guiding your journey. One of my favorite Bible stories is about the walk to Emmaus because Jesus was doing just that – walking alongside, talking with them, engaging in their doubts, and without judgment. That is the gift of this book – it shares a wealth of experiences from so many contexts and settings, it invites you to the journey and it asks, “And what about you?”

    Greg

Monday, May 23, 2022

Is Spiritual Direction for you?

 

 I once went to a retreat called “Making a Difference”.  What I remember about that retreat was the process the leaders led us through to answer the question: “What is your ministry?”  Maybe a strange question to some of the participants, as there were nuns, pastors and other professionals present, and you would assume they all knew very well what their “ministry” was. 

In the workshop we did a lot of individual work and writing, centering prayer, discussion in the whole group and conversations with and listening to others.  

The facilitator kept peeling away the layers of immediate responses, getting to the core of who are you and how is your ministry playing out in real life, in essence looking at what am I doing in and with my life.   The questions weren’t “what is your job?”; what is your professional training?  what service projects are you involved in?”, “what are your skills?”, although these are all aspects that make up who we are.

 I had already in worked in a number of situations in war zones and natural disasters and with people living in poverty in many countries. I would say things like, I am a social worker; I am pretty good at training people and organizing, I do international development work with poor communities, I am a Christian; all which can be considered ministries or jobs of service to others.

The idea was to come up with an “I am” statement related to ministry, and after a couple of days, the answer I came to was “I am a spiritual director (or a spiritual companion).  It was both what I wanted to be and that which I believed God was calling me to at that time.  It seemed to be the “right fit”.

After that retreat I enrolled in a training program in group Spiritual Direction at the Shalem Institute for Spiritual Formation in Maryland.   I had a mentor for a couple of years, I facilitated a Spiritual Direction process with a small group of local pastors, and as a requirement of the program met with a Spiritual Director, a Franciscan sister, for about three years.  During that time, I worked as and enjoyed the role of Spiritual Director in several situations, both with individuals and groups, but never as a job - it was a ministry alongside of my regular work that I think contributed to making my "day job" more focused.  Over the last number of years, I have not done anything formal as a spiritual director, but I still feel what I learned through spiritual direction is at the center of my identity and my sense of ministry. 

If you are curious about spiritual direction, especially in the contemplative Christian Tradition, you can find many good resources on the internet.  You could start by looking at the website of the Shelem Institute, Shalem Institute / Shalem Institute

Or if you want, I can also respond to your questions and comments.  You can email me at jaaker2@yahoo.com, or comment below.

Sunday, May 15, 2022

A Meditation on Worship

 

 



I have been a regular church goer my whole life.  As I wrote in the chapter on worship in my book, A Spirituality of Service, the churches Judy and I attended have been primarily Lutheran, though I have worshipped with many other congregations including Pentecostal, Evangelical, Episcopal, Methodist, Roman Catholic and Eastern Orthodox.  The format and liturgies vary widely.  Doing a rough calculation, I figure I have attended worship more than 3,000 times during my lifetime.  That means, among other things, listening to that many sermons and homilies, and experiencing everything from High Church Episcopal liturgy to very loud hand clapping Pentecostal singing and praying.

At times we found ourselves in places where there were few options in English or Spanish, the two languages we are comfortable with and in which we able to enter into the worship experience. 

In the little village in the highlands of Vietnam where we lived, there were Evangelical and Catholic worship services in both Vietnamese and Koho, the local tribal language.  We understood enough Vietnamese to get by in daily interactions but following long sermons and prayers in these languages was not satisfying.  We missed so much of the message, though we could follow the written hymns and songs and join in singing. I must admit that being in an assembly of a hundred or so Christians all praying in Koho at the same time is a fascinating experience.  But most of the time we would make do with devotions with our very small Vietnam Christian Service team.   

Living in the jungle in Peru we were rather isolated and there were few options, so we sometimes joined the nearby Evangelical missionaries who stressed “witnessing” and a literal interpretation of scripture. We never did stand up and tell “what the Lord did for me this week”, during those meetings.

In Nicaragua, we formed a kind of house church with a group of friends and co-workers.  The intimacy of a house church provides a lot of support, something much needed when living and working in a different culture and country.  From this experience we developed deep and lasting relationships through worshiping together for several years.  Small groups and churches offer something large ones don’t, and vice versa. 

I remember very few of those many sermons I heard over the years.  Honestly, do I even remember last Sunday’s sermon?  But there is something that brings us back to worship time and time again and it is not just going through the motions, as a skeptical person once said to me.  Thus, even if a church we attend may have some people who are less then friendly, or there is a tension between factions, stress over finances, or the sermon is not always great, (all issues we have seen in churches we have attended – not at St Luke), when we worship together, we are doing the work of the believers. The word liturgy comes from the Greek meaning the service or work of the people.

Remember the familiar story of Abraham and his son Isaak when Abraham was told by God to sacrifice his son. This is where the word worship is used for the first time in scripture.  Genesis 22: 4-5 says “On the third day Abraham looked up and saw the place in the distance. 5 He said to his servants, “Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you.”

The point of using this example is that worship involves three acts:  It is an act of Obedience – obvious in this story.  Though I resist using that term as I prefer to think of worship as a spiritual discipline or practice; in the end it is an act of obedience. 

Secondly, it’s an act of sacrifice – though it may be hard to understand, when we worship, we are making a sacrifice to God. We offer ourselves in worship.  The Catholic and Orthodox churches understand the mass as a sacrifice.  Is that true in the Lutheran church too?  I seem to remember phrases like, “we offer here our sacrifice… etc. in the liturgy.

And thirdly, it is an act of faith, trusting that God is present and provides (in the story it was the lamb in the thicket).

Why do we keep going to church on a regular basis?  Certainly, we don’t have mountain top experiences every Sunday, though we probably all have experienced profound and meaningful worship experiences at various times in our lives.  If you scan your memory for very meaningful worship experiences you will remember the setting, where and when it happened and what moved you at that time.  When I posed that question to our Wednesday book discussion group, several said it was the sermon: “the message spoke to me very personally and directly”, another said it was the complete liturgy in a magnificent chapel with a great pipe organ accompanying the processional and hymns; while others pointed to an outdoor worship at a camp, singing songs around a campfire.  Not surprisingly, some like quiet and silence, having time and space to reflect and know the presence of God in nature or in the worship service in church. 

In its many forms worship happens when the faithful gather to praise, honor and glorify God.  As we enter into the presence of the living God, we are renewed in our faith, remembering again that we are loved by God and saved by grace through the sacrifice of Jesus.  That’s why I go to church.   

 

 

 

Monday, May 9, 2022

Independent People

 


I post this review not necessarily as a recommendation but because it may be of interest to some to hear about a little known though a well- regarded book by an Icelandic author who won the Nobel prize for literature.  I had not heard of either the author or the novel before though some famous writers rank it as one of their favorites.  I've not read anything about Iceland previously.

Some of the following is from Wikipedia:  


Independent People is an 
epic novel, by Halldór Laxness, originally published in two volumes in 1934 and 1935; literally the title means "Self-standing [i.e. self-reliant] folk". It deals with the struggle of poor Icelandic farmers in the early 20th century, only freed from debt bondage in the last generation, and surviving on isolated crofts (farms) in an inhospitable landscape.

Book One and Two are published in English in a single volume.  I have only read Book One thus far, as it is somewhat of a labor to read of the harsh life and grinding poverty page after page, and Book One ends on a down note.  However, the writing is good, especially descriptions of the landscape, the geography, the life of Icelandic farmers, the history and myths of that country.  The dialogue is sometimes quite humorous and reveling of the furiously independent nature of the people in that rural culture.

Independent People is the story of the sheep farmer Guðbjartur Jónsson, generally known in the novel as Bjartur of Summerhouses, and his struggle for independence. There is a little bit of the character in A Man Called Ove in this character, but Bjartur is much less likeable and quite a stubborn and brutish man. 

This book is considered among the foremost examples of social realism in Icelandic fiction in the 1930s.[1] It is an indictment of materialism, the cost of the self-reliant spirit to relationships, and capitalism itself. The book finally brought Laxness the Nobel Prize in Literature in 1955.[2]

The novel is set in the early decades of the twentieth century but ... Independent People is a pointedly timeless tale. It reminds us that life on an Icelandic croft had scarcely altered over a millennium".[3] As the story begins, Bjartur ("bright" or "fair") has recently managed to put down the first payment on his own farm, after eighteen years working as a shepherd at the farm of the well-to-do local bailiff, a man he detests. The land that he buys is said to be cursed by Saint Columba, referred to as "the fiend Kolumkilli",[4] and haunted by an evil woman named Gunnvör, who made a pact with Kólumkilli.

He marries a woman called Rósa, a fellow worker where Bjartur had worked and he is determined that they should live as independent people.  She is miserable in the spartan “croft” (farm), where they live in a rustic house with the farm animals kept in a pen below them.  He is not an easy person to live with, quite critical and insensitive.

Bjartur discovers that she is pregnant by the son of the bailiff. In the autumn, Bjartur and the other men of the district ride up into the mountains on the annual sheep round-up, leaving Rósa behind with a ewe to keep her company. Terrified by a storm one night, desperate for meat and convinced that the sheep is possessed by the devil, Rósa kills and eats the animal.

When Bjartur returns he is mystified as what has happened to the ewe, so he leaves his wife, by now heavily pregnant, to search for it in the mountains. He is delayed by a blizzard, and nearly dies of exposure. On his return to Summerhouses he finds that Rósa has died in childbirth. His dog Titla is curled around the baby girl, still clinging to life due to the warmth of the dog. With help from Rauðsmýri, the child survives; Bjartur decides to raise her as his daughter, and names her Ásta Sóllilja ("beloved sun lily").

The narrative begins again almost thirteen years later. Bjartur is now remarried to a woman who had been a charity case on the parish, Finna. The other new inhabitants are Hallbera, Finna's mother, and the three surviving sons of Bjartur's second marriage: Helgi, Gvendur and Nonni (Jón).

The rest of the novel charts the drudgery and the battle for survival of life on the farm, the misery, dreams and rebellions of the inhabitants and what appears to be the curse of Summerhouses taking effect.

The most important theme of the novel is independence, what it means and what it is worth giving up in order to achieve it. Bjartur is a stubborn man, often callous to the point of cruelty in his refusal to swerve from his ideals. Though undoubtedly a principled man, his attitude leads to the death and alienation of those around him

Monday, March 28, 2022

Was Pacifism even an Option?

 


 

Judy and I are on an email list of about a hundred people who served in Vietnam with several Church-related non-governmental agencies during the 1960s and 70s.  That period was one of extraordinary conflict and change, socially, politically and personally for those of us who were directly involved in Vietnam as well as for the generation in the US who came of age during those decades. 

Participants on this list have shared reflections and feelings about our time in Vietnam, experiences that had a transformational effect on our lives for many of us.  Many chose to continue on a path of service to people living in poverty and conflict, often living for years in Asia or other parts of the world or working for peace and justice at home. 

Our two years in Vietnam was the first time we, growing up Lutheran, had encountered people committed to a pacifist stance on war.  These were mainly volunteers serving with the traditional peace churches, the Mennonites, Quakers, and Church of the Brethren. Many of the young men served as conscientious objectors.  Interestingly, one of our Lutheran colleagues had also taken the CO position, almost unheard of among Lutherans.  Neither in my early formation in church nor in studies at Luther college had I been exposed to this alternative life and theological view.  During the reformation, the early Reformers, such as Tyndale, Luther, and Calvin, were all proponents of the just war theory. Only the “radical reformers” i.e., the Anabaptists, rejected the notion of a just war.

Whether or not we were pacifists, almost all of us who served in Vietnam Christian Service believed the US war in Vietnam was not a “just” war.  I was beyond draft age, so did not have to face a choice between going to Vietnam as a soldier and resisting the draft.  In fact, during my senior year in high school I raised my right hand and joined the US Army Reserve, vowing to defend the flag and country by violent means if necessary.  It was just what young men did in the Minnesota rural community where I grew up.  There was a plaque on the back wall of our rural Lutheran church with the names of members of the congregation who had served in the military during the first and second world wars, with a star next to the ones who had lost their lives.  My brother had joined the Army before me and served two years during peacetime, between wars.  My father did not serve in the military, not because he tried to avoid it, but because he was a farmer and too old for the draft during WWII.

While growing up in a somewhat politically conservative community, my world view began to change to a more liberal one through college and graduate studies and travel. In 1960 I volunteered for a year in England in a Lutheran retreat center that served many WWII refugees from Eastern Europe who had settled in England.   Many of them had lived through the ravages of both Soviet communist repression and occupation and the terror of Naziism.   I met no pacifists during that year, but heard plenty of horror stories about the human cost of war. 

Recently there has been a lively exchange of opinions from some of the participants on our email list. It seems we are unanimous in the opinion that the invasion by Russia of their neighbor Ukraine is an abhorrent and unjustified act of war.  In this exchange lifelong pacifists struggle with questions of what they would do in practice, not just in theory, if one’s home or country was thus attacked. 

I have been thinking about this issue while not commenting on it, largely because I do not have clarity about my opinion on pacifism, even as I had great admiration for colleagues who took this stance and went to Vietnam to serve Vietnamese civilians suffering the ravages of that violent conflagration.  

Two Christian authors and thinkers who had an early impact on me were CS Lewis and Dietrich Bonhoeffer.  Recently I took a look to see what insights they provide on the question of just war theory and pacifism. I have read only a tiny portion of the many books written by these two prolific thinkers, but can point to Mere Christianity and The Screwtape Letters by Lewis, and The Cost of Discipleship and Life Together by Bonhoeffer as books that brought me to a fuller Christian commitment and more mature faith. 

Both Lewis and Bonhoeffer described their conversions to Christianity in the 1930s during the build up to the Second World War.  Though Bonhoeffer had been a lifelong Lutheran, he came to a fuller understanding and Christian commitment through his study of the Beatitudes. Lewis, a don at Oxford, describes his conversion as both an intellectual and surreptitious experience in his book Surprised by Joy.  He wrote “that while riding to a zoo in his brother’s motorcycle side car, when we set out, I did not believe that Jesus is the Son of God and when we reached the zoo I did”.

The BBC asked him to give a series of radio talks during the height of the blitzkrieg in London, and it is said that his voice became just as familiar to the anxious British people as was Winston Churchill’s.  These talks were later compiled into the book Mere Christianity which became a classic.  I read it while in England in 1961, a kind of conversion experience for me, though I had been raised as a Christian in my youth.

I re-read these two books recently with a mind sensitive to what Lewis had to say about war and peace, and specifically, pacifism.  I found a number of statements that showed he had a low opinion of pacifism, and, though I understand how experience forms belief, I wondered if he may not have searched the scriptures thoroughly to see the validity of opposition to war that some take.  

Darrell Cole, a professor of ethics at Drew University, summarizes the views of C. S. Lewis:

Lewis had been a soldier, so he knew what it was like to experience that essential nature of all battle, so aptly summarized by Homer as “men killed and killing.” Thus, Lewis possessed the mind of someone at home with just-war doctrine, and he had the experience to know its applicability to modern warfare. Indeed, his battle experience consisted of enduring the rigors of the trenches in the First World War, arguably the most horrible kind of warfare the world has ever witnessed. If there ever was a type of warfare designed to turn the most hardened veteran into a pacifist, surely it was the kind of warfare seen at the Somme in 1916. Yet Lewis was never a pacifist, and, in fact, he argued vigorously against pacifism on a number of occasions.

Lewis gave a paper to a pacifist society in 1941, stating fully the reasons why he was not a pacifist.  According to Lewis, pacifism fails to persuade on every level of moral judgment: facts, intuition, reasoning, and authority. For many modern Christians, there are two pertinent facts: War is evil, and war is necessary. Thus, such Christians are persuaded by the “facts” that they must do necessary evil. Lewis is too careful a thinker to fall into such a trap. For him, war is certainly disagreeable, but it is not necessarily evil.

I was disappointed to see CS Lewis take pot shots at pacifism in his books, and particularly when he argued that “ordinary citizens often lack sufficient training to decide whether a given war is winnable. Thus, Christians do not have the same duty or right as have their leaders to decide when a war is unjust”.

That idea goes completely contrary to my view.  Certainly, citizens should hold political leaders accountable for decisions that bring us into unjustifiable wars, e.g., Vietnam, Iraq, etc.  I doubt that politicians even consider the criterion of the just war theory in making decisions to send their armed forces into war. 

So then, turning to Dietrich Bonhoeffer, one of the most famous theologians of the 20th Century.   Certainly, we learn from his writing, but more so from his life and witness, especially the events surrounding his death.  He was executed by the Nazis just weeks before the end of the war after several years of imprisonment.  Why?  The narrative I have always heard was that it was because he joined in a plot to assassinate Hitler. 

An interesting article by Ted Grimsrud, a professor at Eastern Mennonite University, examined this history in a different light.  In this article he refers to the work of his colleague at EMU, Mark Thiessen Nation in a book he co-wrote with Anthony Siegrist and Daniel Umble (Bonhoeffer the Assassin? Challenging the Myth, Recovering the Call to Peacemaking, published by Baker Academic in 2013). Grimsrud wrote:

Bonhoeffer was well known as a pacifist in the years leading up to his arrest, based in part on his exposition of the Sermon on the Mount in (the book) Discipleship. But then, the story goes, he had a change of heart given the exigencies of Nazi tyranny and joined with the conspiracy that sought to assassinate Hitler. The attempt on Hitler’s life failed, the conspirators were arrested, and most—including Bonhoeffer—put to death.

Bonhoeffer, then, has become kind of a poster boy for “Christian realism,” a recognition that pacifism is a fine ideal but at times in the real world one must, of necessity, turn to the sword and use “evil” methods to defeat a greater evil.

…. Now, this use of Bonhoeffer’s martyrdom may be, and of course has been vigorously debated for years. But maybe one of the premises that all sides to the debates have generally accepted—that Bonhoeffer indeed did take part in the effort to kill Hitler—is not actually true.

….. Bonhoeffer refused to fight in the military and found a way to do constructive ecumenical work while not violating his convictions. He was arrested mainly because he was known to have connections with assassination conspirators, but was convicted of draft evasion (in his case, a profoundly pacifist stance), not involvement in the plot. In the end, he was executed. We don’t know exactly why, but quite likely simply because he was seen as an enemy of the state (which had been his label from 1933)—one of thousands the Nazis put to death in the final months of the war as a concluding act of revenge.”

If this argument is true, it appears that Bonhoeffer died because he was a pacifist, not because he repudiated pacifism.  A pretty powerful Lutheran/Christian witness.   Would that have made a difference to Lutheran young men in the 60s if this point of view had been taught at Lutheran colleges and seminaries?  There were many young men, among them Christians, who resisted the draft, went to jail, or fled to Canada.  I don’t know if I would have had the courage to do that if faced with a draft notice at that time.  Again, the testing between theory and practice.   I didn’t even go into the streets to join the mass protests, though we did go to Vietnam for Lutheran World Relief, which I rationalize as a kind of activism in lieu of direct peaceful protest.

So, in the end pacifism was not an option in my youth, but now in my old age where do I stand?  If someone with a gun broke into my home to rob, I would not shoot that person, because what he would take from me is not worth my taking his life, and besides I do not own a gun.  If someone was violently attacking my grandchildren, I would try to put myself between them to try to physically dominate and restrain the attacker, but with poor results for me, no doubt.

On a gut level I agree with the just war doctrine though I think the military answer to world problems is too often contrived by politicians, ill-conceived, without a clarity of how to end it, and unnecessary.

But I do feel great empathy with the Ukrainian people as they defend themselves from a very unjust and increasingly barbarous attack by Putin.  I also remember the personal stories I heard from Estonian, Polish and Latvian survivors of WWII back in 1960, both soldiers and civilians who were caught up in the war and had no choice about it.  On the other hand, I witnessed death and destruction in Vietnam in a war I did not consider just.  There does seem to be clear criterion for making the distinction.

In the end, I am caught in a quandary by Jesus and the Beatitudes he taught.  I have never been able to practice those “blessed are the ___” principles to my own satisfaction. But I believe what the Gospel writer wrote is right:  Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called the children of God. Mt 5:9

 

 

 

 

Wednesday, March 2, 2022

“Mountains Beyond Mountains: The Quest of Paul Farmer, a Man Who Would Cure the World” by Tracy Kidder

 


 

When I heard the news a little more than a week ago that Paul Farmer had died of a heart attack in his sleep, I immediately ordered a copy of this book that I had read shortly after it was published in 2003.  I was immensely impressed and inspired by this story then, and as I re-read the book I was inspired again, maybe even more so now.  Makes me want to know the rest of the story.

The author, Tracy Kidder, accompanied Farmer to many of the places where he made such an impact in the lives of thousands, through his tireless work to both treat disease in situations of extreme poverty as well as to create public health systems and models that were adopted by many countries and international health organizations. 

Back when I read this book, I was traveling around the world trying to do my bit to improve the lives of poor people through development projects.  Paul Farmer was also traveling to many counties, especially Haiti, Peru, Russia, and Chiapas state in Mexico, but I must admit that his passion and seemingly endless energy and intelligence far out strip any thing I ever contributed to our common endeavor.  I never ran across him even though we traveled to many of the same countries.

The book tells the story of Paul Farmer up until he was about 42 years old.  When he passed in Rwanda, he was just 62, and was spending time there teaching at the Hospital and University of Global Health Studies he founded.  His specialty was infectious diseases, especially tuberculosis and AIDS.

He and several others founded the organization Partners in Health, which initially was to raise support for the hospital and rural health program he established in the central highlands of Haiti, where some of the poorest of the poor in this hemisphere live. Now PIH works in many more countries with astounding success. The PIH model is one of accompaniment and forming partnerships with local organizations and governments.  That is same the approach I was promoting during the years I was with Lutheran World Relief, Heifer International and Agros International.

So much has been written about and by Paul Farmer. It is available on the internet, so I should not try to cover too much of his life and legacy in this short review. He was a visionary and humble, even as he gained international fame.  He was happiest when trekking out for hours (mountains beyond mountains) to visit the sick in shacks in the Haitian countryside.

He earned his MD from Harvard Medical School at the same time as he finished a Doctorate in Anthropology from Harvard. During his career he kept one foot in the US medical system on the staff of Brigham and Woman’s hospital in Boston and taught at Harvard Medical school.  The other foot was in Haiti, and later with the poor in other countries. 

I was intrigued to learn that he got much inspiration from Liberation Theology, which had arisen out of left leaning theologians of the Catholic Church in Latin America in the 1960 and 70s.  He was raised a Catholic but did not subscribe to much of that doctrine in later years, but certainly adopted the Catholic teachings on justice and service to the poor. 

One of the tenets of Liberation Theology was to take the “Preferential Option for the Poor” – which in Farmer’s shorthand was O for the P.  He said this:

The basis of our preferential option for the poor is to say: I accompany them not because they are all good, or because I am all good, but because God is good.

Many other Paul Farmer quotes can be found on the internet.  One that I have heard many times is this one, but I didn’t realize it came from him. 

If I am hungry, that is a material problem; if someone else is hungry, that is a spiritual problem.

If you are in market to be inspired in this world of seemingly endless injustice and poverty, I recommend this book. 

Jerry Aaker, March 2022