I asked my friend and current pastor at Christ Episcopal Church in Sheridan, Montana to write something in anticipation of the fast arriving Lenten season - Ash Wednesday is less than two weeks off. Bruce is a very thoughtful and pastoral (i.e. caring) person. For those interested in thinking a bit about preparing yourselves for Lent, I commend this piece.
Ash
Wednesday comes once a year, just like every other holy day in the church
calendar. The first day of Lent, however, usually feels more like Tax Day than Christmas
because it opens the season when Christians are meant to get serious about
dealing with the power of sin in our lives—and who enjoys doing that? We’re
more comfortable identifying our neighbors’ moral flaws than our own. Ash
Wednesday is the traditional time for us to undertake an annual examination of
conscience, something AA calls a “fearless moral inventory,” a thoughtful gaze
into the mirror of personal objectivity as we study the aspects of our life that
need to be amended. But an examination of conscience only works if we know what
we should be looking for and how to deal with it when we find it.
We
might consider our Ash Wednesday discipline as comparable to a periodic medical
examination. I spent years of my young life outdoors in the sun and was over
fifty before I learned that I’m susceptible to skin-cancer. Now I wear long
sleeves year-round and go annually to a dermatologist for a thorough going-over.
I’ve learned from these checkups that not every mole or blemish should be
regarded with alarm. Most, in fact, are harmless—even the ones that are new or
scary-looking. By the same token, some pre-cancerous lesions don’t appear as
serious as they truly are. A similar rule applies when we undertake an
examination of conscience. Some things that look bad at first glance are actually
harmless, while others we easily might pass over are potentially lethal. That’s
why it’s helpful to ask a pastor or spiritual director, or maybe just a mature
Christian friend, to sit down with us once a year around the beginning of Lent to
help us with our spiritual self-examination.